After marriage

Vest: Thrifted (Borrowed from sister), Top: Army & Navy, Leggings: H&M, Boots: GoJane (Similar)

It's really amazing what happens to your mind after you get married. I though for sure I'd want to wait a least a couple of years after marriage to have a baby. But when I see my twin sister's little guy and my brother has a baby girl on the way (sissy-in-law is due on Monday!) and my very best friends little girls, I can't help but feel like the couple years is closing in. My husband is amazing with all babies and I call him the baby whisperer.
I feel like something has kind of clicked.

The only things keeping me back and this one might be kind of selfish is I still have my 30th birthday coming up in June. I wanted to go to Vegas. I've never been to Vegas. The more I think about it though, Vegas isn't going anywhere -but my years are.

I was also traumatized by what my sister went through during labour. Holy-smokes. Why would I ever want to endure that! And I know-I know, look was came after! But it still scared the bejesus out of me. Although she didn't have an epidural...

And money. You sure don't make a lot when you're on maternity leave!

Decisions decisions. This is the biggest decision ever. And I don't know how to make it. Some may say by reading this is maybe you aren't ready or you'll just know. Maybe I'm not ready right now, but will be 9 months down the road when the baby is ready? It's scarey to even think about. Gah

How did you mamma's know you were ready?
Enough of my rambling, I'm really digging faux fur type things right now, like this vest!